It’s okay to feel like shit sometimes. It’s fine to want to break down and curse the world for the hand you were dealt. It’s completely normal to be filled with rage, there is nothing wrong with that. Just remember that everything is temporary. Everything. As my mother always said, “You may hate the world for now, or for however long you want, but the world doesn’t give two shits about you.” and it’s true. It is your choice if you want to be bitter, but the world will not stop and change its course for you. How you play your cards is up to you. Find a different game, find different players. Nothing is going to change until you allow change withing yourself. So don’t dwell on the bitterness you feel now. Think of it as more of a resting stop, then get back on your feet and move on, because nobody’s going to wait for you, so just do it.